Hey there! It's been a long time since my last update. How are you guys? Anyone miss me? Hehe. So here i am TRYING to update my blog again after thousand years. LOL. So today, i would like to share a song with you guys. Do you ever heard 'Behind These Hazel eyes' by kelly clackson? Well, that song is one of my favorite song. You know those lyrics like they are written for me and my little pathetic love story. Yup, PATHETIC. so, now, i will share these song with you guys. Enjoy! :)
BEHIND THESE HAZEL EYES. :')
Seems like just yesterday
You were a part of me
I used to stand so tall
I used to be so strong
Your arms around me tight
Everything, it felt so right
Unbreakable, like nothin' could go wrong
Now I can't breathe
No, I can't sleep
I'm barely hanging on
Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes
I told you everything
Opened up and let you in
You made me feel alright
For once in my life
Now all that's left of me
Is what I pretend to be
So together, but so broken up inside
'Cause I can't breathe
No, I can't sleep
I'm barely hangin' on
Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes
Swallow me then spit me out
For hating you, I blame myself
Seeing you it kills me now
No, I don't cry on the outside
Anymore
Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes
Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes
P/S : Love, this is for you. The pain you cause me sometime leave me hanging and suffocate to breathe anymore. I do not blame you for anything but sometimes i wish you are THE ONE for me. and when you keep proving to me how wrong i am, to be honest disappointed is understatement. So yeah, i try to conceal my heart and guard them with every little pieces i have from constantly loving you. I LOVE YOU. But, i'm afraid love. I'm afraid. Deep down, i know i can''t continue to love you anymore, to care for you anymore bc you hurt me so much. So much even every breathe i takes with your name on it, its kills me. :'(
TAKE CARE, LOVE. :')
