DONE! DONE! DONE! DONE! YAHOOO!!!

Hey guys, korang nak tahu tak yg aku sangat happy now. Sebabnya, event NICE DAY dah habis!! haha.

Lega rasa hati aku. satu event dah setel. tinggal lagi satu nama 3K. Harap2 lah jadi 3K ni sebab aku dah tak sabar nak buat aktiviti. (even aku selalu merungut penat) HAHA.

NICE DAY actually mcm event untuk eratkan hubungan silaturahim antara Senior and Junior. kiteorg ada ice breaking, explorace and talent show. Aku ada join masa sem satu, so sem 3 ni aku join untuk conduct event ni. hehehe.

So event ni berlangsung selama 3 hari. Dari hari pertama sampai hari last memang putus segala urat-urat kat badan aku. Yelah, 3 hari berturut-turut aku balik pukul 3 lagi siap dengan meeting and rehearsal sume. (aku dpr jawatan ass S/U) So boleh tahan lah busy but aku banyak goyang kaki gak kot. hahaha. 

Dipendekkan cerita, DAY 1 dimulakan dengan pendaftaran and pembentukkan kumpulan. Juniors dibahagikan kepada 16 group, satu group tak lebih 10 org dengan sorang kapten senior. So lepas tu mula lah sesi berkenalan, cipta bendera, slogan and lain-lain. But part paling best bila AJK yg pandai dance buat persempahan pembukaan malam tu. dan nak tahu tak diorg dance lagi apa?? Lagu FANTASTIC BABY from BIGBANG!! Aku masa tu mmg rasa PROUD as VIP lah. hehe :))

Day 2 plak just berlangsung explorace mcm biasa. ada beberapa station yang diorg kena pergi dan kena buat apa yang disuruh. Ada yang kena lari berkumpulan, cipta roda dari surat khabar dan macam2 lagi lah. MEMANG HAPPENING! Aku day 2 duduk kat bahagian music, so aku asking bukak lagu KPOP je semua. Terutamanya lagu GDRAGON - CRAYON. haha.

Day 3 adalah hari talent show. Setiap group kena buat persembahan bagi tema yang ditetapkan. Ada tema dance satu Malaysia, dance parody Super Junior & Girl Generation dan mcm2 lagi lah. Aku berdiri pun nak gelak je even tengah bertugas. Hehe. The best part tentang day 3 ni ada majlis award skali. so MR. EON, MISS EON, BEST JUNIOR (MALE AND FEMALE) antara kategori yang dia bagi hadiah. Aku tak leh VOTE, tp semua yang aku pilih menang. Terjerit-jerit gak lah. HAHAHA.

dan akhirnya semua berakhir dengan aman. Aku balik dulu coz diorg ada ceremony yg lain skit. Takyah sebut lah k. hehe. So now, jom tengok gambar!! :))

masa xtvt day 1 :)

explorace time. :))

kat sini untuk buka lagu-lagu KPOP. Budak gurl ni baik dengan aku. hehe :)

dengan GEE masa day 3. Dia biro protocol. Kena make up skit. hehe.

Ni masa day 1. hehe

okay, Yg tepi atas tu dengan YONG, vice president.
Yg tepi sebelah sini dengan WENG, bendahari
Yg bawah tepi tu dengan TK, ex ketua event dulu
Yg bawah sebelah sini dengan JOSEPH, best Junior.
HAHAHAHAHAHA!!!

Dengan salah satu calon Mr.EON. The only malay candidate from sabah. hehe :P

DAN INILAH MR.EON!! Cute right? Talent dia mlm tu dance lagu MR. TAXI Girl Generation. :)) 

HAHAHA itu saja lah untuk post kali ni. Hehe. Next time aku post lagi. Bubye!! :) 

Take care :')

One day.. :)

:')

One day you’ll meet a guy. And ultimately, he’s going to find out. How you chew, how you sip, how you dance, how you smell at every point in the day. The fact that most of your friends are shallow. How your face looks underneath all your makeup. How you love chocolate, how you can be hyper at times, how certain games and shows make you really happy. How cranky you can get when you’re tired, how you think you look bad in all your Facebook photos. He’s going to know everything about you. And you know what? He’s still going to love you.

Take care. :')

Past is Past.. :")

Past is past.. 

Hey there. Hmm.. how are you? i'm fine. but a little bit home sick. huhuhu.

act post kali ni nak cerita bout kisah lalu. Semua org ada masa lalu kan? so how ur past? okay? terrible? heaven? if sume okay baguslah. 

Aku ni sebenarnya tadi ada terjumpa diari lama. Lama sangat. actually diari masa aku tingkatan enam bawah dan tingkatan 6 atas. So as sape yang rapat dengan aku tahulah yang time tu aku ada skit giler. Eh, banyaklah gak. hahaha. 

So PAST ni hard to face kan? pernah rasa tak mcm sesak je nafas bila terpandang or teringat something dari dunia lalu kita? Camtu lah aku rasa tadi. Aku buka diari tuh, aku belek satu-satu. dan setiap tulisan yg aku tulis semuanya. Aku hayati semuanya. Ada muka surat yang aku tak sanggup nak baca... tapi ada juga muka surat yang aku hampir mengalirkan air mata gembira..  HAHAHA. 

Anyways, Ada beberapa quotes (actually banyak coz aku jiwang gak wei. HAHA) yang aku simpan dalam diari tuh n today aku nak share skit. Ni antaranya...  

Oftentimes we say goodbye to the person we love without waiting to, thought that doeesn't mean that we're stopped loving them or we're stopped to care, sometimes GOODBYE is a painful way to say I LOVE YOU...

 NEVER lose hope on the person you have chosen to LOVE, If he would always be the reason why your heart aches, who cares? he'd still be the very why your HEART beats anyway... 

There is nothing more painful than the person whom you love is lying on your shoulder crying for the person whom they love...

How did you magically make me miss you, think of you and love you this much? I wish i had the same superpowers too so that you'll say you miss me, think of me and love me so much too!! <3  

Oklah, ni dulu lah yg aku share. Banyak quotes yg aku simpan dalam diari tu but tak suprise lah kan kalau kuar sume. HAHA. 

So...Hmmm take care. :'))

I'm sorry...

I am sorry that I made you cry, 

It hurts me so bad that I want to die.

In you I have found a love that is true,

And my heart is filled with love for you.

I am sorry that I have hurt you and you are in pain,

But without you, my life will not be the same.

As I sit here writing this to you,

I am crying, thinking how much I was a fool.

I love you so much and I am sorry that we got into a fight,

I just wish that I could have made it up to you on that night,

I don't want to break up and I wish we didn't have this fight,

I just wish that this were so,

I never have loved anyone else as much as I loved you,

I thought that you should know.

I am sorry whatever should I do?

I want to take the time and apologize to you.

You fill my heart with joy, and you make my life complete,

Every time you come around me my heart skips a beat.

I leave my phone on and I look by it every night,

Just in case you call me if you feel something is not right.

Every night I think of you as I lay in the dark,

And I close my eyes and I see you holding on to me with your head against my heart.

Before I go and put this poem to an end,

I want to say I am sorry and it will never happen again.

Take care :')

You know...

i feel it..

You know that feeling ?

when you are just waiting,

Waiting to get home into your room,

Close the door ,fall into bed,

And just let everything out that you kept in all day 

That feeling of both relief and desperation

Nothing is wrong ,

But nothing is right either!

And you're tired 

Tired of everything tired of nothing 

and you just want someone to be there and tell you it is okey ,But no one is going to be there 

And you know you have to be strong for yourself,

cuz no one can fix you .

But you are tired of waiting 

Tired of having to be the one to fix yourself and everybody else,Tired of being strong 

And for once you just want it to be easy

To simple ,to helped ,to be saved ,

But you know you wont be 

But you are still hoping

And you are still wishing

And you are still staying strong and fighting 

With tears in your eyes 

You are fighting ! 

Take care. :(

PAID IN FULL!

A little boy and his mom.. :")

A little boy came up to his mother in the kitchen one evening while she was fixing supper, and handed her a piece of paper that he had been writing on. After his Mom dried her hands on an apron, she read it, and this is what it said: 

For cutting the grass: $5.00 

For cleaning up my room this week: $1.00 

For going to the store for you: $.50 

Baby-sitting my kid brother while you went shopping: $.25 

Taking out the garbage: $1.00 

For getting a good report card: $5.00 

For cleaning up and raking the yard: $2.00 

Total owed: $14.75

Well, his mother looked at him standing there, and the boy could see the memories flashing through her mind. She picked up the pen, turned over the paper he'd written on, and this is what she wrote: 

For the nine months I carried you while you were growing inside me: 

No Charge 

For all the nights that I've sat up with you, doctored and prayed for you: 

No Charge 

For all the trying times, and all the tears that you've caused through the years: 

No Charge 

For all the nights that were filled with dread, and for the worries I knew were ahead: 

No Charge 

For the toys, food, clothes, and even wiping your nose: 

No Charge 

Son, when you add it up, the cost of my love is: 

No Charge. 

When the boy finished reading what his mother had written, there were big tears in his eyes, and he looked straight at his mother and said, "Mom, I sure do love you." And then he took the pen and in great big letters he wrote: "PAID IN FULL".

That Girl...

Hey you... 

HONESTLY, don't be

that girl. 

That girl who

goes back continuously

and thinks that every

time will be different. 

I understand you miss

him, and its easier to

breathe with him

around. 

But isn't it

easier to smile when

he's not breaking up

with you, or getting mad

at you for nothing? You

don't deserve to be the

back up. 

That person he

drops and picks up

whenever he feels like.

Don't be that girl. I get

that you're happier

when he is texting you

and cuddling with you.

But aren't you happier

when you aren't crying

on your floor because

he hasn't said a word to

you all day? 

You're

smarter than that girl.

Stronger than that girl.

And worth a hell of a

lot more than that girl.

Take care :"((